1981, Addison Wesley Publishing |
Excerpts from Self-Portrait: Trina Schart Hyman
THE FARM
I was born
forty-two years ago in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. We lived in a rural area
about twenty miles north of the city. …
The farm
was the oldest of the old places. It was set back from the road, and although
you could see it from the corner of our yard, you had to walk the length of two
fields and then down a long avenue of giant elms and old fierce boxwood trees
before you could get to the house. It was a long, low, rambling stone and
stucco farmhouse with at least forty rooms and three chimneys and a slate roof.
It had an enormous stone barn, a mossy spring house, a romantic hidden rock
garden, several flower gardens, an enormous...vegetable garden, and a lovely
pond fed by ancient springs. … The people who owned the farm were the King and
Queen to me. …
One of the
first drawings I can remember working on was of the Queen with a big basket of
eggs on her arm. I didn’t think her overalls were pretty, so I drew her in an
elaborate long dress with lots of little egg-shaped polka dots. …
As I grew
up, the days of the King and Queen came to an end. They spent less and less
time at the farm, and finally the farm and its garden were left to collect dust
and weeds and dream away the days.
LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD
… I was
born terrified of anything and everything that moved or spoke. I was afraid of
people, especially. … I was afraid of the stars and the wind. Who knows why?
My mother
is a beautiful woman with red hair and the piercing blue gaze of a hawk. … It
was she who gave me the courage to draw and a love of books. …Once, when I was
three or four and she was reading my favorite story, the words on the page, her
spoken words, and the scenes in my head fell together in a blinding flash. I
could read!
The story
was Little Red Riding Hood, and it
was so much a part of me that I actually became Little Red Riding Hood. … My
dog, Tippy, was the wolf. Whenever we met, which in a small backyard had to be fairly often, there was an intense confrontation.
My father was the woodsman, and I greeted him when he came home each day with
relief and joy.
MY FATHER AND THE MUSEUM
…For nine
years my father drove me into the city to the orthodontist every Saturday
morning. …Some Saturdays, after the dentist, I got to go to the Philadelphia
Art Museum as a reward.
I should
have been afraid of that grand, imposing building, but I wasn’t. I loved it. I
loved the vales and glades and corridors full of paintings, and the tapestries
and glass and wood and furniture that the artists who had done the paintings
must have used or known! …
There’s a
little painting by Breughel* in a corner of a hallway. It shows a fat man with
red stockings, running, running. His hands are clutching at his hat and his
satchel. He is running away from a hillside full of sheep! Why? There is a dark
tree to the extreme right of the painting, and a bird perched on the only
branch. A yellow sky. I could feel his fear. Why is the man so afraid? But
then, if you look closely, there is a wolf in with the sheep, sneaking closer
and closer. Oh no! He’s really Little Red Riding Hood! Oh, Brueghel, I love
you.
The Unfaithful Shepherd, Breugel* the Elder, c. 1567/69 |
SCHOOL
…I went to
art school in Philadelphia.... Suddenly, I was not only allowed to draw all day long, I was expected to! I was surrounded by other artists all day, and we
talked, ate, lived and dreamed about art. It was as though I had been living…in
a strange country where I could never quite fit in—and now I had come home. …
My best
friend, Barbara, was an illustration major, too. Barbara and I went everywhere
together; we’d walk all over the city, drawing everything we saw…. And every
day for lunch, rain or shine, we went to Rittenhouse Square. We took our sketch
books, hamburgers, coffee and a big box of saltines for the crowds of pigeons….
BOSTON
At the end
of my third year at the Philadelphia College of Art, Harris Hyman and I decided
to get married. … He was moving to Boston, where he’d gotten a job, and then he
was going to Sweden to study mathematics. … So I said goodbye to Philadelphia
and went to Boston with Harris….
[THEN TO SWEDEN]
…I went to
art school again.
That
spring, I got my first real job, illustrating a children’s book called Toffe och den Lilla Bilen (Toffe and the Little Car). …An editor named Astrid Lindgren…gave me a
book to do. Of course, the text was in Swedish, so it took nearly as long for
me to translate it as it did to draw the forty-six black-and-white
illustrations…I was now a published illustrator!
* Breugel, Breughel--variant spellings for the same artist
Self-Portrait: Trina Schart Hyman is out of print.
Trina Schart Hyman, unknown date |
A Gallery of Self-Portraits
by Trina Schart Hyman:
Self-Portrait with Bert, oil on canvas, 1990 |
Self-Portrait with Angel on Forehead, ca. late 1990s |
Self-Portrait, oil on canvas, 2001 |